Maybe I thought too far ahead when I thought about us getting married, or about us traveling, or even about us having a little girl like we always talked about? Maybe I was dreaming too hard? Cause it never came to the thought that I’d lose him the next day.. Now I think about all the could have been, should have been, and would have been. That’s what goes on in my mind all day.. That’s what’s going to haunt me for the rest of my life.. I thought it was meant to be but I guess I was just dreaming or whatever and reality jerked me out my sleep and woke me up..
When I hear a train I always imagining myself on it going somewhere else but here..